are people expected to sound smart in blogs? 

so here i am in the dreaded apartment search.  I'm hoping this is the last move i will do for years to come damnit!  

in the last 4 years i've moved from the willoughby dorms to the upperwest side to ghetto bed-stuy to east village to williamsburg to gramercy and now....?  i think back to the village.

so i'm looking and looking and looking...to find a shoe box to call my own...and can't afford.